Why is 93.3 playing all the sad songs? It made me cry even harder. Crying myself to sleep.

I have been burning midnight oil every day. Sacrificing my very deprived beauty sleep to study till 2 or 3am. Really trying very hard to revise through my studies so that I can practice past year exam questions or memorise those theories. Argh! The evidence of these late nights is reflected on my face. Hate it. Contemplating whether to go for facial this Saturday. Should I or should I not??? The opportunity cost would of course be my revision time and probably more pimples will pop over the month till my next appointment.

Lesson on coming Sunday. Super sian. Next week onwards is my super duper busy week; company closing, dad's accounts, revision lessons and actual lessons ongoing. When can I ever get out of this hectic life? I yearn to sleep, shop and do whatever I please during my free time. But where can I dig some free time out? I dread this kind of life. I must pass my papers as soon as possible else I will die of exhaustion one day.

PS: 64 more days. =)

For no reason, I felt so emo all of a sudden. I yearn for his hugs. Miss him so much. Probably due to the monthly women thingy, causing my hormones to go haywire and thus this sudden intense mood swing. Or maybe I am too stressed with my revision. -shrugs-

Sometimes I thought I was dreaming. Having such a great boyfriend does give me insecurity at times. I will often get paranoid and worried that he will leave me one day. If this is a dream, let me be the sleeping beauty in the fairy tale and sleep till he appears and wakes me up. No matter what, I will always treasure my times spent with him. I will always remind myself to treasure everyone around me, though I really do not know how to go around doing it.

ELIZABETH!! STOP BEING SO EMO! GET DOWN TO YOUR STUDIES AND STOP WASTING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME!

PS: 70days to 31.12.09!!! Dear dear! I am looking forward to this day. Hehe...

Happy 32months to my dearest aka little boy aka little Michelin aka 跳飞机. THANK YOU for staying by my side whenever I need you. Muacks! Dedicate the song title to you only cos the lyrics don't suit us. But I remember you mentioning that this is a nice song. Haha... =P

言承旭- thank you

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我

谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

I am SOOOOOOO deprived
- of sleep
- of adequate time to study
- of money
- of leisure
- of time to meet up with my dear friends
- of higher salary
- of exercise
and the list goes on and on....

Time is my most crucial element. I seriously do wish there is at least 48hours a day. But this is a wish that will never ever be granted. This is when time management comes in the picture. I am trying hard to plan my time. Less than 2 months to my exams. I have registered for 3 papers but I only intend to take 2. Most probably taking MC for one of the papers.

I am crossing my fingers for those 2 papers. Hope everything goes smoothly for me this time round. I am really tired of studying, working and managing family matters every month. I need a getaway and revamp this life! Looking forward to 31 December 2009 - the last day of 2009 and hopefully a perfect brand new 2010 for me.